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Do you ever feel like you're being pulled in loads of different directions but getting nowhere?
Like whatever you're doing you should be doing something else? Like, fulfilling your life's ultimate ambitions??
Blaaaah, anyway, I've become somewhat of a philosopher in my time away from here, lolol X'D endlessly questioning why the hell the world is so messed up and what I should truly be doing with my precious time on Earth!!
*totally not depressing nope* 
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnyway, yeah. I think I need help. Creative-wise at least lol
See, the truth is........................ I've barely drawn / wrote / thought about my OCs for 2 years
You:
Yeah. It's bad X'D
My LIPS "story" has one chapter that's been rewrote 4 times in 3 years. I only have 2 new character designs/refs I'm actually satisfied with and my entire obsession with my "EH universe" has diminished big time
BUT I WANT IT BACK!!!! By god I want it back ;;o;; I want my crazy vivid imagination back, where I'd just tap into my OCs in a click, where I knew what they'd say and do without any thought........ I can't seem to do it anymore and it's really bugging me :''C which is most likely why I'm rarely drawing... and also rarely here. I love my mind-childs and miss them but I feel like they're strangers now... lol???
AM I CRAZY??
Does anyone feel like this???..................... yeah I'm probably just crazy, K, thanks for reading 
*slapped*
Lovies ya'll
Like whatever you're doing you should be doing something else? Like, fulfilling your life's ultimate ambitions??
Blaaaah, anyway, I've become somewhat of a philosopher in my time away from here, lolol X'D endlessly questioning why the hell the world is so messed up and what I should truly be doing with my precious time on Earth!!
*totally not depressing nope* Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnyway, yeah. I think I need help. Creative-wise at least lol
See, the truth is........................ I've barely drawn / wrote / thought about my OCs for 2 years
You:
Yeah. It's bad X'D
My LIPS "story" has one chapter that's been rewrote 4 times in 3 years. I only have 2 new character designs/refs I'm actually satisfied with and my entire obsession with my "EH universe" has diminished big time
BUT I WANT IT BACK!!!! By god I want it back ;;o;; I want my crazy vivid imagination back, where I'd just tap into my OCs in a click, where I knew what they'd say and do without any thought........ I can't seem to do it anymore and it's really bugging me :''C which is most likely why I'm rarely drawing... and also rarely here. I love my mind-childs and miss them but I feel like they're strangers now... lol???
AM I CRAZY??
Does anyone feel like this???..................... yeah I'm probably just crazy, K, thanks for reading *slapped*Lovies ya'll
Bring on 2020!!
Merry Christmas everyone!! And a Happy New Year
This isn't a meme but it is a few questions I've made to ask yourself at this refreshing time of year. So we can celebrate what we have and look forward to a fresh start in the form of a new year~~
So you can fill this out and comment if you like or make your own journal :dummy: whether you make it online related or personal is totally up to you~
How was your 2019?
What have you learned from 2019?
What are you grateful for right now?
What are your hopes for 2020?
What's your first step(s) towards your hopes?
~My turn~
How was your 2019?
Mine was up and down with lots of battling with
The vicious cycle
Feel free to ignore this, just me venting and trying to cope with depression... again.
I can make artwork in a day. It's rare but possible.
I have a few finished pieces to post actually.
I put off posting them since I have so much in my inbox to get to.
I have severe social anxiety. Worse over the last couple years.
I keep feeling like people are noticing and / or judging my activity.
I keep feeling like I shouldn't post until I'm caught up on other people's posts.
I keep feeling bad for putting off commenting for weeks or months.
I keep feeling like I have no energy or resilience anymore.
I keep feeling like my art is meanin
OC QandA: Elicia~
Found this aaaaaages ago XD they are fun so I really should do them more lol. Maybe?
We have Elicia today :dummy:
Rules:
1. Pick one of your OCs
2. Fill in the question/statements as if you were that OC
3. Tag four people to do this meme
1. What is your name?
Elicia v3v
2. Do you know why are you named that?
How should I know? >.< My parents just liked the name... I was Alicia but Pinkaila changed it in case anyone confused me with Amilia >___> as if I have anything in common with that strange girl!! -o-
3. Are you single or taken?
*blushes like hell* That's none of your business... But yes. Next question >.>
4. Have
Pretty sure I'm having a quarter-life crisis XD
Have you ever got to a point in your life where you think "What the actual hell am I doing with my life?????" then your heart sinks to the centre of Earth and your mind goes shooting off in a bazillion directions and questions every damn detail of your entire existence and history and current situation and the meaning of it all and what really matters in the end and you suddenly panic that you've already wasted SO. MUCH. TIME. On meaningless, trivial, irrelevant, mundane rubbish and then... *INHALES* you just give up and go eat snacks and watch TV.... :XD:
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I feel like the thing that helped me was getting my irl situations figured out so i wasn't stressed out constantly, and then i basically did like a mini-reboot on my series? It felt really refreshing to basically "start over" and change everything and anything i didn't like instead of feeling "forced" to include it in the story, ya know?? I altered the plot, changed some character roles, eliminated some characters I weren't passionate about anymore, etc and it felt relieving? I finally felt like i was able to make the story how I wanted it to be instead of trying to force all the crap i didnt like about it
IDK IF THAT EVEN MADE SENSE OR IF IT WAS HELPFUL, but i'll defo say that a mini-reboot definitely helped me Q___Q I started it last year in 2017 and this is the first time in literally years i've actually felt passionate about writing and story-telling again Q__Q